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Extracts from the Amazon readers'

summary of the book:

In rural Mali, women grind grain for seven hours a day. Children fall out of education. Healthcare depends on what you can afford.

When John Hedge agreed to support a small Malian NGO, he began a twenty-five-year partnership that would challenge everything he thought he knew about aid.

I Ni Che (Welcome) is a compelling narrative of long-term grassroots development in Mali.

Blending memoir, cultural observation and development analysis, Hedge examines the realities of post-colonial Africa, the challenges of aid dependency, and the delicate balance between external support and local ownership. I Ni Che is both a tribute to friendship across continents and a thoughtful contribution to debates about ethical development practice.

For readers interested in African studies, NGO work, global justice and community empowerment, this is a grounded and deeply humane case study of what sustainable development really requires: patience, respect and partnership.

Available now from Amazon, The Great British Bookshop, by request from all good book sellers or by contacting me

ISBN number 978-1919380773

About the book

Writing the book involved looking back over many documents, a great deal of personal memory and, of course, the recollections of many of the people most closely involved, including our closest Malian colleagues, all of whom contributed their thoughts to an early draft. It meant recalling many highs, but some low times when things went wrong or the task seemed too much to cope with. The book is dedicated both to Sue Upton, who inspired us in the first place, and the memory of Violet Diallo, a staunch fried of Mali for many decades, who died last year.

Special thanks are due to Sue for her helping with several rounds of proof reading, and a great deal of advice. Many thanks also to Andrea Hewes, Mali Development Group’s designer for so many years. She sourced and collated the pictures, all by MDG members, in the book, including the striking cover picture by Adrian Moyes of one of our village meetings. You will find maps to help you understand where Mali is, and where our projects took place. I hope they will contribute to your understanding and enjoyment.

Endorsements

I have not sought endorsements for previous books, but it seemed a good idea this time, and I am very grateful to the three who are cited in the book. What they said:

John Hedge recounts the journey of Mali Development Group with the eyes of someone who has witnessed it all, from its inception to this day. The events are described in it without complacency and each paragraph makes you travel to a different place, whether it's the harsh conditions of rural Mali, the dedication of the people trying to change things here in the UK and on the ground in Mali, or the bonds of friendship and mutual respect that were created over the years. One thing this book teaches us is that development is possible differently. Wilfred Willy, linguist, translator-interpreter, former head of the Malian Community Council-UK.

It is a beautiful book about grassroots efforts to help people to help themselves. It is a great description of bottom up development. John Hedge has written an inspiring as well as an informative book. It describes how volunteers are offering their time, resources and love in the service of a community. Anyone and everyone who is interested in the authentic experience of development should read this wonderful testament. Satish Kumar, Editor Emeritus, Resurgence & Ecologist

A perceptive reflection which exemplifies some of the joys and challenges of development work – whether at the macro-level of geopolitics, climate change and (post)colonialism, or at the micro level of forging positive relationships, clear communication, robust governance and agreed principles and values. Mike Harrison, Bishop of Exeter

Poems from the two collections

A Publican

The landlord surprised at his clear head

After an evening’s work with noise and drink

And then the long late wine and dice with friends

In easy talk, not stilted Roman words

As country couples went off to their beds.

He meant to stroll round calling at the barn

To give that desperate couple half a flask

And hear their story better than he had

When shouting ‘yes’- too busy to say ‘No’.

There was a story there, perhaps some risk,

Helping a worried man with that young girl

About to drop a kid and far from home.

His wife slept on, unhindered in her sleep.

He watched the rushing continents of cloud

Moving above the sharp white tavern walls

The big star hidden and then bright again

An unexpected sight through these tax days

Which paid him well for all the pain they caused.

He heard soft country voices in the yard

And three tired horses walking in the dust

Then turned against his wife’s broad back and slept

And missed it all until the morning came.

As years went by his tale changed with the times,

A landlord must take care with politics.

He never thought he’d go down in the books

For one small piece of hurried careless good.

A Village Church

The lambs of old St James are few

At our small village church

Our usual gate is only eight.

Important to attend

To keep the numbers there

And guilty when you don’t

As if you broke a chain.

Not that we look like lambs

Older a bit than that

But each one plays a part

And reads or does the prayers.

We love those brightsome times

When others join us there

On starry Christmas nights

Or mist fresh Easter morn.

Our good old organist

Who plays the best he can

But wanders from the way,

Makes tunes quite hard to spot.

So, when we work one out

A verse or so along

We join in then with joy.

Some bastards stole the lead

And not just once but twice

November time and wet,

So Dorothy and Sue

Put buckets all around

And we had vengeful thoughts

Not Christian in the least.

We had a time- shared priest

With six St Elsewheres more

Around the Suffolk Heaths.

Disorganised but kind

She sometimes got confused

Misnaming those who’d passed

At funerals more than once.

And if no vicar’s there

We sometimes turned to Clare

Our ‘elder’, though she’s young,

Well young compared with us.

She’s cheerful bright and strong

Finds fun in everything

And tells the gospel well

But knows she cannot sing.

I love this quiet church

Within its flint knapped walls

Eight hundred years of prayers

Have added to the peace.

I love to see the signs

Of locals great and good-

The Doctor from this place

Who died in Africa

Beloved physician there

The shining brass plaque says

The story now untold

The living matter more

Its people make a church

And though we are so few

So few

The light does not go out,

As we keep walking on

In faith’s slow relay race.

And Dorothy and Sue and Clare

In many deeds of unsung care

Reach to the village and the village knows.

The Paddington Band

Westminster Cathedral - December

Held in a huge darkness

I watch the candle banks,

The piling pinpoint flames

Like small bright ships in line

At anchor for the night.

There is no silence here

The blackness sings above

And back on earth the hum

Of shuffling whispered prayers.

I sit and stare at cosmic dark

Stretching to a roof

Which might not be

Time waits

And in this time machine

I look inside my head

No angels there and yet,

Angels or not this is a holy place.

Life, Death and Football

No more the chimes at midnight

We heard the chimes at midnight my good friend

And parted warmly in a fug of ale

Singing of beer and football, life and love,

You in a cab and me to Paddington,

But many, merry rounds missed me my train.

I took the last one heading for the West

Though not my stop, alas, I learned too late.

Too soon to Swindon and a cold, meshed bench

To pierce the anaesthesia of the drink

With no train back until the morning light.

I phoned home then to tell all and explain

Hoping perhaps that you might rescue me,

But ‘get the first train out’ was all you said

And not unreasonably at ten past three.

Few things so quiet as stations in the night

Only a freight train’s rattling to a fade

From time to time as minutes tiptoed by.

I looked inside my workbag for a book.

This week’s improving read for my commute

Was Langland’s Piers the Plowman- no laughs there.

With nothing else to do I hunkered down

Until at last a dawning chorus came

Of early risers trotting for their trains

And ‘See it, say it, sorted’ nagged again.

I boarded dozily and found a seat.

Soon back at home I had a bath and ate,

Then kissed you and went off to work again,

My matchsticked eyelids fighting me to close.

So zombily I wandered through the day

And bluffing hard I felt I’d make it through.

And all was well until you phoned to check,

My love, that I was still O.K. and then,

Of course, my cover blew, and they all laughed.

And now, those chimes at midnight I’ll forsake

So never more to Swindon by mistake.

Road Closed

The cuckoo calls, and Hockings comes

From hibernation long,

The rushing clouds crowd on the hills

The garden’s full of song

Time now to fix those potholes deep

Along the still drenched ways

Diversion signs grow everywhere

In yellow springtime haze.

Diversions, diversions

Are everywhere to see

The day we went to Ilfracombe

By way of Umberleigh

As snowdrops come, the roadworks too

With cones and lengthy lights

The road is closed the next sign says,

Though who knows if that’s right.

You drive on wishing hard for luck

Still hoping for a clue

And scan both ways along the banks

And then, Oh Hell it’s true!

Diversions, diversions

Are growing far and near

The day we went to Appledore

By Langtree and Shebbear.

So many Devon roads there are,

Through hamlet, village, towns

A weaving, winding network strong

That links green hills and downs.

We should not moan.

We want them fixed

Needing to drive each day

But when you’re through,

please move the signs

So we can know our way.

Diversions, diversions

Please move them when you’re done,

So we can come from Bideford

straight home to Torrington.

With apologies to fans of G.K Chesterton

Breaking Butterflies on Wheels

Breaking Butterflies on Wheels

Is what the state now does to activists

To vicars, teachers, smart old Quakers too

Whose main crime is to try and wake us up

By dreadful deeds like stopping traffic flow,

Scaling of gantries, lots of things with glue.

While in the south in Mali, India, Spain

The temperature climbs up beyond belief

I think of far Sikasso and our friends

The women planting crops in gardens fair

And digging wells deep down for water scarce

Now facing much worse fate than being late.

And in the far North where there should be ice,

The noble Polar bear still tries to live

On floes which fade so fast that life must end,

And lonely bears in Zoos and history

Is all we’ll know of them and many more.

Ironic shame to break a butterfly

This lack of vision desperate and sad.

An irony for our depleted land

Where soon our butterflies will be

On cards and pictures only, memories.

Recent Poems

Current projects

I am now back to concentrating on poetry and well into a third collection. As ever ideas for poems come into my mind at all sorts of odd times, and it is important to make a note when that happens. Since I never manage to remember a notebook I rely these days on the ‘Notes’ section of my mobile phone, which is really useful! The themes this time are very wide ranging, but as ever nature, North Devon and the issues of coping with age all feature strongly! I hope to publish the collection next year so plenty of additions and revisions to come. If you would like me to do a reading, in the meantime, I’d be very pleased to hear from you.